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seriously, it pisses me off whenever i see someone crying and almost dying just because their boyfriend/girlfriend left them. i’m always like: shut the fuck up u little whore!! you’re too young for that! can you just focus on some more relevant things!? i’m pretty sure you’re parents are working so hard just to sent you to school everyday and you’re there crying for some non-sense teenage bullshit!! bitch!

July 12, 2014


i guess i’m not the “allen” i used to know before. i’m currently facing some life transitions this past few months. everyone changes and so do i

June 24, 2014

And if in case anyone else here wants to know who are the people i owe so much, here they are— Lady Gaga, Sam Tsui, Norman Reedus, and Max Schneider.

They indeed changed my whole life in different aspects. They taught me how to love myself and enjoy the talent and uniqueness that i have; they inspired me by their own life experiences; and they taught me how to be brave and how to become a better person than i was before. Nothing can compare my love for them. i owe them my life!

June 23, 2014
i don’t know what to say.. i’m overwhelmed 

i don’t know what to say.. i’m overwhelmed 

June 18, 2014


this past few months, i’ve been inactive in posting blog posts. there are a lot of reasons why and one of it is that i realize blogging isn’t really my forte. idk i just can’t picture out my self in writing poetry and anything related to it. i’m lost..

June 11, 2014

Let me get this straight.


If you start talking to me everyday and night, i’m obviously gonna get attached to you. Even if I never planned to in the first place, I will. So before you start getting close to me, make sure that you won’t just suddenly leave me. Cause you know, that happens to me alot. 

so me

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May 30, 2014

The “Tumblr Change”.

I’ve held a series of observations and data gathering from other people. Yea. That’s what I did for a month. And since I’ve posted this. It means I’ve done a part.

Nowadays, Tumblr, literally changed. New features. New bloggers. But what’s really bothering is the change of the bloggers. Not physically, but mentally. Why am I saying this? Because to be honest, it’s true.

Some bloggers deactivate, abandon their blogs, or become inactive, because of this reason. They can’t survive in the change that happened here. They’re just getting tired everyday whenever they go online. And that hurts me. Hurts you too? Oh well. It mean a rock had hit you. 

Change, it’s the only constant thing in the world. But what if the so-called “change for the better” became “change for the worse”? 

I’ve been here for 4 years now. Indeed, I am still a teenager. But I know what I’m saying. 

Wanna know what change happened? Everything has changed. The usual dashboard that’s full of “real” blog posts, is now full of “nonsense shit”. If you know what I mean, you know what I mean. I won’t elaborate anymore. You find it out yourself. Another, the real purpose of Tumblr, it’s gone in the minds and hearts and souls of most bloggers nowadays. Another is, respect. It’s fading. And backstabbers, famewhores, posers. They’ve invaded this world. They made this their facebook and twitter.

Okay. That’s all. If you want to know more, you observe on your own. Don’t act blind. I know you can see it.

This is not for just a single blogger. This is for all of us. Even me. Even you. Everyone. 

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